June 29th, 2005
WOW umm so it's been a long time. lots of shit has happened since I last posted. I've been beat over the head with a 4x4 and lost some teeth and partial eyesight in my left eye. I've had to move twice in a one month span but everythings to be settling down now. I think I've found a place to stay at for a while, if people don't get too crazy. My birthday was passed and it was fun I got to hang out with my best friends and got some awesome presents. I also started dating a wonderful friend of mine. And I got a new kick ass tattoo.. well that's the short of it. I'm sure there will be more later.
February 11th, 2005
So I just seem to be fucking my own life up more and more with each day that passes, when will I stop doing this? Hopefully now. I'd definetly like it if someone would just fucking shoot me, seriously.
January 5th, 2005
death plague I've got the death plague! BLAH....
December 28th, 2004
So me and Danielle broke up for the 3rd time in 3 years. I think this was the final time, which is fine. Things may be better this way. It's not that I don't love her or that I don't want to be with her, it just seems that we can't hold a relationship together. I guess what it came down to was that we both have different ideas of what our relationship meant to each other. It wasn't that we didn't value it, but more that we have different obligations and things weren't working out. Things didn't end poorly which is good because we were friends first and I think maybe it will be better that way. But she is damn attractive and lovely, which has put a curse on me haha. This time I really do think we will remain just friends, and inside it's definatly what we need. Plus I've got a small crush on this girl I met at a bar, though that's just silly. mhmmm .
Jillian I'd call you more but I don't wanna talk to your mom, I know that's lame but I hate talking to people on the phone other than the person I'm calling for.
December 22nd, 2004
FUCKING TEARS FOR FEARS WROTE THE BEST SONG EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MAD WORLD. TOO MUCH GOOD FEELING FROM SUCH A SAD SONG, AND SO MUCH TO TAKE IN.
December 12th, 2004
My head still feels fucky from last night. I decided to go to this party at one of Danielle's friends house. I only knew a few people there. Everyone was smoking pot and I was just kinda sitting in the corner in the top of this garage, which was more like a cold ass attic warmed only by people and smoke. Then Danielle asked me if I wanted to drink and so I went home and brought my beer to the party cause it was getting kinda lonely in the corner not talking. But then they busted out a joint which Danielle rolled. That was kinda crazy, everyone rolling on top of everybody else, and smacking each other. I dunno it was fun but try and sleep in a fucking garage... TOO fucking cold. shit.
December 11th, 2004
Things are beautiful. I wish some as beautiful could share this moment with me right now.
November 26th, 2004
right now I'm a little sad. It's not really anything bad, just the current mood. I guess I'm a lil afraid to move to portland, and Danielle is worried about her dad. He's been keeping to himself lately, which is odd for him. I love her and hope things turn out. I'm sure this will pass over, just need to get over the wee bump. I dunno.
November 18th, 2004
|12:14 pm - wierd connection|
I am having trouble understanding what happened last night, or this past week for that matter. It's like all of a sudden here I am talking to Danielle again. Not that I wasn't talking to her before, but it became everyday. Then last night was her dad's birthday and I never expected to be anything more then a friend to her after all that happened. Maybe we are still just friends, but I'm still like "whoa" from last night. Not only that, I'm suppose to move to portland with her in march. I dunno...
October 28th, 2004
Uh oh I'm updating this thing??? what could that mean? something big? maybe....
Well not so big other than the fact that I made out with some guy on saturday ... ok it was more than making out. NO SEX but still even I wouldn't have expected that. Sure I was drunk, but it wasn't half bad even fun at some points. Umm yeah so that was about it. HEY at least it was FUN!